Yesterday I finally updated my stat counter thing on the right. 350 pounds puts me at almost 175 lost. That is 10 pounds down from what the stat counter said before. That is good and all but people, I have been 350 for almost over a month now. I am stuck in quicksand.
I have gone to the gym here & there, I have taken on a plan commitment and flip-flopped on it like the turd that I am. I am not losing weight, I am not gaining weight, I am just stuck in quicksand.
I try to be active I try to move most days but now and then I take the elevator at work. I don’t go on walks on my break but I don’t eat doughnuts …. except that one time 🙁 I want to snack all the time and once in a while give in. I am not winning, I am not losing, I am stuck in quicksand.
I come home from work, have to focus on my other work. I love it, I live it but I am having a hard time finding the desire and time for my weight loss goals. I don’t eat pizza and pasta I still give up some stuff but now and then I eat what the kids are eating or put dressings or toppings on healthy food to make it taste better. I am not giving up but I am not giving my all. I am stuck in the <bleeeeepin> quicksand.